beautymine

So I disappeared again,but I have a reason that's solid this time. School got unbearable, people I thought cared left me for dead. My thoughts got dark like suicide it was because I felt trapped and shut closed. It just hit me really fast and hard. Now it's harder for me to trust,but I am more open and nice now. I came to DA because seeing my art friends have a good time and improve is nice. It got so bad to the point where they said MEAN things (''She could go kill herself'') The thing is this shit is what came from the people I thought were my FUCKING FRIENDS!!! I really needed to vent,and it's better but they just can't stop talking about

Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! I'm not dead yet look at that well anyway I'm deleting all my messages so if you have something important to tell me you should probably like tell me soon ey? I have had a huge ass art block since summer I'm still not out of QAQ it fricking sucks man and school is here and like most I can't be on here that much I miss all my DA so if you're reading I have not forgotten about just so busy with life and shit like that I'm have some gift to go take care of now